It's going to be hard for me to sleep tonight because I didn't take phenibut today. I've been taking it every day for months - So I'll take a full zopiclone.

I was feeling perfect today - But I took a microdose to see if I would continue feeling better because I thought that taking one a few days ago was contributing to how I felt today - Like a catch 22 or w/e.

I started feeling mentally weak and my thoughts were meaningless - Yet depersonalized so I smoked the evening weed + 0.25mg of clonazepam and felt better.

So yeah... It could be because of taking kratom yesterday as well I'm not sure.

I just don't want to feel spacey. I felt like today, I was doing so good (Especially compared to yesterday and the day before that where I was feeling apathy and such) but I wanted to take something..

Hopefully tomorrow will be good and I'll try to not take anything and just be sober.