Manic energy today I feel jazzed and unfocused. I almost didn't take my meds because I got it in my head they were poison and my doctor was trying to steal my thoughts. But I took them.
I'm cramming last minute for an ethics exam I have at 130pm central time so a couple hours from now. It's hard to focus but I should be fine. I've taken exams while super depressed before but never hypo or manic so it should be interesting. Get my bull-shitting skills activated I should be able to make it through if I remember key stuff.
I do talk to my doctor tomorrow so he'll probably adjusted my meds more, but I wish he would do something more drastic because it's hard for me to focus on work and school. I'm struggling to focus on things.