T, I'm hurting and what does it even matter. So if I do show up this week then what? You watch another client crying during this time. What's the purpose of that. What a joke. There is so much going on now. Perhaps it's best to stuff it back inside, survive and make it through. It's too much! Her diagnosis, his cancer changes, his death anniversary, my many issues past and developing. Now these problems with you, really? Yep, waaah waah wahh, woe is me. But really what's the point.