I was in love with this guy for months but he didn’t want a relationship. Unfortunately that didn’t stop me from being in love with him & trying to cover it up by being his friend. I was the one he’d call with his problems & we’d talk every day. It would kill me not to be his but at least he was around right? He is definitely my favorite person & I shape my whole life around him. Well 2 days ago he tells me he has a girlfriend & he’s not sure he can be friends with me anymore because of it. I’ve been bawling my eyes out ever since & it feels like the world is collapsing around me. The thought of him with someone else makes me hyperventilate. I feel so crazy for feeling this way but it’s the strong emotions at play for sure. I just feel like all I am is an emotional cushion for guys until they find someone they really want. I’ve barely moved in 2 days & feel crippled by this. Anyone been through this too & have any advice? Much appreciated.