I am nervous about my appointment in 1.5 hours. I have no idea what she’ll want to talk about. I’ll probably just be very shy as usual when I’m meeting new people. She’ll probably think I am “very” autistic since I can come off that way sometimes. Mainly it’s just my anxiety though. I do not plan on telling her anything deep or even mildly deep. At least at the first session. With my old therapist we talked about sex (she brought it up first and then I thought “ok. It’s cool to talk about this stuff with her.”) and I told her the weird things I’m into and my OD’s and my transition. We talked about everything. I want to see what this one is like before deciding on how deep I want to go. I told my old T she could talk to her but not to tell her about any of the weird stuff. She said she wouldn’t and then went into a whole speech about “self acceptance.” I did dress nicely today even though she’ll only see my flannel hoodie and hat. Although I do kinda look like a lumberjack, I want to make a good first impression.