So Sorry that you're hurting so badly! Going through a parents' divorce can be hard but Please do not give up as you deserve to feel better and to Live a Good Life. So Sorry that the treatments haven't been working out, have you figured out what the reason may be? Perhaps your doctors or meds simply weren't a good fit. It can take time before finding the right treatment. Feel free to post around the forums as we have one dedicated to depression among others. Feel free to contact the adfmins and moderators in case you need assistance. i am also available if you need Help and Hopefully others as well if you ask around. Please do not give up. You deserve to feel Better. Hugs. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Gymnastfanatic, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!