But I do feel scared and a little paranoid..

I can't keep up with the nonsense and propaganda.

I'm might as well stay ignorant - But I'm too curious. I'm going skiing tomorrow though and the next day ^-;

I'll spend the remaining days with my family (You people are my family too..) and work part time, do my things and pretend as if nothing bad will happen to me - But I'm prepared..

Cuz I don't have as much will to live as the average person - Especially entrepreneurs and such.. That like to sell items on Amazon..