I'm sorry Sarah. I have no advice for you. Just wanted to say I'm similar. I'm 33, never been in a relationship, I've never kissed a boy... I do work but it's only a small family business for half a day. I pretend that I'm a private tutor in the afternoon but it's not a proper job either, more a hobby that I do to socialise. I'm dreading the time when I'll have to get a proper job. I'm sure I'll break down from the pressure. I won't be able to do that.
I know this isn't helpful, but you're not alone. Hugs