i also don't have a whole lot of answers for you. dealing with this (DID) can be very tiring, confusing, and scary. PC is becoming a great place for support for me...............i do know that T keeps telling us that DID is kind of a good thing because it kept us alive under circumstances which we not might have otherwise survived, and to embrace all our parts ( don't remember the WHY on that one, but it do kinda make sense). ...........anyway, we are here too.... keeping you in our prayers that you find some peace and relief from bothersome symptoms soon......................sending you SAFE warm hug as well................beadlady29........................i care