Hugs. I see her in 2 weeks. Oral surgery under general anesthesia in less than a week, so it's a really bad time for this trauma stuff.

I'm staying mostly indoors and being as careful as possible. Burned myself by accident when cooking because it's really hard to stay grounded. It's like the flashbacks are a translucent veil over my eyes, if I make sense.

I sent T an email and I hope she replies. She better omfg.

It's quite hard to reorient this new alter and various things about them are personally triggering to me. They're definitely a trauma holder.

I'm also wondering if I should block my sister because I'm...recovering memories of her and they're not pleasant. It's probably a good thing she's been ignoring me ever since I asked her not to rant to me about our parents.