are of me when I was less than five and on at least three occasions where I was sleeping over at a cousin's house along with my sister and my sister and the cousin who are both several years older than me, touched me in my private parts. I knew it was wrong and I ended up getting physically sick, vomiting, and my aunt would wait until 6 AM to call my parents to come pick me up. But that's trivial. I don't even think it is CSA. I don't remember the extent of what was done, I just remember certain things, then feeling very sick and then getting sick. And the reason that I know it was at least three times is because it happened within a short time from one another and my parents talked about it as I was growing up how "every time" I went to that Aunt and Uncles house I would be physically sick and they had to go get me. But while I haven't discussed this in detail with my T, I did tell her about it and she didn't seem to think it was a big deal. So I don't know if it even qualifies as CSA. Certainly I don't think of it like that. I just think of it as something unfortunate that happened when I was young. But I don't remember if it was some sort of game and I don't know if I said no. I don't know if I didn't want to play. Or what. I just knew that it was wrong in my stomach, I could feel it and then I would end up sick. So I don't know if I was a willing participant or coerced or what. I don't know if that could be CSA but I have no other memories of anything that could be CSA.