Hi Slumber Kitty,

It has been a while, I remember the conversations we've had, its a tough one.
I feel like i shouldn't feel like this anymore. I have SO much to live for, and life really isn't that bad.

I'm in a rocky place inside, and i don't know how to deal with it. or discuss it with others. I feel like moving has lowered my support circle, i don't know who to share this with.

I've taken up strength training, but I have to be careful, otherwise i workout too hard, and SI in other forms. Im just aware of a pattern of behaviour, and feeling empty and cold about it. I know I need to look at other coping methods, I guess i just feel like I don't have an answer for this right now.