So Sorry about what happened! i am Happy that at least you're feeling better now based on what you wrote, or at least that's what i'm gathering from reading your post. Thank you so much for sharing your experience and i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @WishIgotHelp, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!