hi ladies,
i read ya'lls posts and see so much wisdom in ya'lls words and i'm so greatful that i found this site. my heart goes out to you all because i am in the same awful hard situation. coming to this site to vent and see other women struggling with the same life issues does help me be stronger. so thanks for sharing your stories so that people like me can draw strenght and wisdom from.
for me the main reason i stay is because he has no one else to help him. the guilt can eat me alive when i even think about leaving again, but in the same breath the frustration can make me question my ability to cope and deal with the constant drama. double edge sword i must say.
even though i know full well that he will never again be to me, the rock of support i am to him. we women are the stronger human species...and we know it. so let them open a jar of pickles so they can feel special and needed. lol

have a good day ladies
chiwawa mom aka rayla