I did see aa lot of therapists and psychiatrists, I wrote that in my post. It seems to me like they just don't know what to do about me. Some gave me medications, but most of them have no effect or just make me very sleepy, so I can barely function. Even to this day, when I am suffering from real bad anxiety and can't sleep, just half pill of Xanax or Rivotril easily and quickly knock me out. Which is great, but I don't want to get addicted.