I'm with you greentires. With the lockdowns and stay at home orders, I'm very isolated. I often think of drinking. The only thing that's saved my sobriety are zoom recovery meetings - non 12-step and frequent contact with my addictions Dr.
Hang in there - this period will eventually end.
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"I danced in the morning when the world was begun. I danced in the moon and the stars and the sun". From my favourite hymn.
"If you see the wonder in a fairy tale, you can take the future even if you fail." Abba