i agree with the other wise and wonderful posters. So Sorry that things are being hard. Definitely try to speak about how you're feeling to your own therapist. Hopefully she will understand and perhaps try to reassure you. Please do not give up. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Bipolarchic14, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!