People said I had one but I denied it. I think they were seeing stuff that just wasn’t there. I almost got admitted in November. It was kinda ridiculous considering I can easily lose 29 pounds and still be healthy. Half the time I don’t have an appetite because I feel physically sick, the other half I feel is just normal healthy dieting. I do have a cheat day once a week too.

The old therapist said many times she was thinking of switching me to a therapist who specializes in EDs. My surgeon thinks my weight loss is amazing. Current therapist doesn’t seem to care if I lose weight. I told her and she smiled and said “congratulations!”