Hi NaoSky, By "BPD" do you mean bipolar disorder (or borderline personality disorder)?
It took me decades to accept that I have BD. About 4 months ago I finally came to peace with it - although there are a few times, now and then, when I have a shade of doubt. For the most part, however, I am finally in the acceptance stage.
You have a terrific attitude and perspective. I've kind of stopped asking myself about the "blessing or curse" aspect of having BD. Sometimes it's something of a blessing...sometimes it's something of a curse.