I haven't been having too many self harm urges but today I had some memories of the hospital and then after that I have wanted to self harm. It's not all encompassing wanting to. It's a moderate wanting to. I need to get distracted, probably once I am off of work, and then I will probably not notice the urges so much. Right now I am not distracted so I am noticing the urges.


In other news I am taking April 2nd off of work (good Friday) to celebrate the end of Lent. Which I know doesn't officially end until Easter. But I figure if I make it to Good Friday I will make it to Easter.