I saw a truck yesterday and today (different companies, both I have not heard of or seen the trucks before, with old T’s name on it. It made my stomach clench up with emotion. I’ve had this happen many times before with people and it does pass. The feeling passes and then I forget. But for awhile it can be difficult to deal with. To be honest I do still like her and if I had a choice I’d stay in the area and not move and continue seeing her. But then do I really want to stay with her because she’s a good therapist for me or because I think she’s hot and I want her to constantly worry about me? New T is what I really need in a therapist. One who has resources and knowledge and experience. that will help me a lot.