I'm so much better I am in terms of negative symptoms (If that's what they are).

Like I'm actually doing things now, consuming information and applying knowledge, understanding myself and world, being more social and talking more, able to watch full movies, working, making steps to becoming independent like learning how to cook and getting my drivers license, showering every 1-2 days and other general hygiene like brushing my teeth every day, doing chores every day, sleeping well, trying to take up new hobbies, no psychosis...

I think it's mostly the Vyvanse and olanzepine on top of the bad trip 4 years ago. That's when I started getting better..

I'm going to tell my doctor this and see if he prescribes Dexedrine boosters for focusing on online courses. I just don't think he realizes how much better I'm doing - My psychiatrist said I could have 1-2 a day if the Vyvanse isn't enough so idk my doctor is getting annoyed with me wanting to change my meds.