I'm not dealing well with all that has happened in the last year. You may think that I am, but.
The last time I was sui in session, and after I left the house and shopped, then forgot what was discussed. Tonight, I am not me, I don't even know who I am. I'm stressed, no beyond stressed. Yet I look like I'm holding it together, but am I? I've suppressed far too much and it's getting to me tonight. I feel like my body is reacting far too much and I don't know what really is happening.

Please tell me this is a dream?!