I have a vaccine appointment Tuesday. I need to go by my doctor’s office for a note stating that I’m eligible due to a health condition. My brother is the one in the family that really needs the shot and he decided not to get it. Smh.

I feel defeated and hopeless today. I think it’s situational. I’ve invested blood, sweat and tears in a lot of inner and outer work over these past few years and while my family and friends see significant progress...I don’t. When will it be enough? I just want to be happy and stable. I keep working towards that and never quite reach it. My life is not going to change and I need to accept that. I don’t know that I can.

Thanks for listening. It helps to type it out.

Wishing everyone a peaceful day.