I’m doing kinda blah today but not terrible. I took my Geodon at 10:30 last night because I couldn’t sleep. I had taken 80, my night dose at 5:30. I also took a zofran last night which kind of make me drowsy the next day. So I woke up still early, and pretty tired and a bit crabby. I’m trying not to drink coffee or soda for right now so I had 4 mugs of Sakura tea and I was lying down for half an hour around 9 which helped. My mom went to the grocery store I used work at to get some stuff and she got me a lot of healthy stuff. The cashier who was there today was there when I worked there. I am Facebook friends with her. My mom said she was being a nut today and talking about how it’s a zombie apocalypse out there and that someone tried to off Tiger Woods and they need to get the black box out of his car. Ok... that is why I have my mom go into the store for me or I do curbside pickup. I don’t want to run into her. But she did come to my dads wake so she’s a generally nice person as long as you don’t talk about politics with her. But today I’m ok. Kinda anxious because I haven’t had Geodon since last night and also this PMS is getting tough. I’m hoping to feel a lot better by Monday. I only had a couple brief thoughts about my old therapist. But I keep getting better each day.