I've been watching "Spinning Out" on Netflix and i find it very juvenile. It's absurdly unrealistic that the athletes drink alcohol and party hard. I was a competitive gymnast at just a regional level and i lived like a monk. I'm on episode five now and it's a real bore. The sub-plot of bipolar seems like an afterthought, just a marketing gimmick. It seems more like borderline with the self-harm. It's like a family-movie-of-the-week with a few F-bombs thrown in. I'm so disappointed. Hopefully it improves.

I went to bed 90 minutes early last night i was so tired. I've been trying to stick to a consistent time because of my benzo taper but last night i was just knackered. I got to sleep okay but woke up at dawn with an upset stomach. I got up and took some stomach remedy and got back to sleep. I feel okay today, but a bit cranky. I couldn't face doing my taxes today so i put them off til Monday which will be better if i need telephone support. It's a lot easier to get someone on the phone on a Monday afternoon than a Friday afternoon. It's my first time doing my taxes by myself, usually i use a service but that's $85 so i'm going to try my hardest.