I don't know what this means no therapist has made me cry before. I've never openly said anything like that. It was rough. The thought she gave up that fast hit me HARD. I didn't tell her that I thought she already gave up on me. I did tell her I didn't know her asked her her hospitalization policy. Which sparked are you suicidal. I didn't tell her that I don't actually get suicidal. I'm making a list of things she should know.