And now I'm hearing a cat that is definitely not mine. I can't tell if it's real or not. I'm too scared to open a door to look out and can't do much if it is a cat. The last 2 times I've tried to help a cat it was the neighbors indoor/outdoor cat taking advantage of me ("Hmm, let's see if she'll feed me and then I'll go home immediately after and rub on my owners legs while Rainbow watches from her porch?").

Anyway I'm distracting myself anyway I can and I'm sleeping with the lights on I think. I need to take more PRN but I am scared to take anything that makes me sleepy. Sleepy is scary.

I need my therapist. And possibly pdoc. I increased my topomax from 25 mg to 37.5 last week. It had been every other day for a month on that dose without issues so we bumped it more Maybe that's the cause? I really don't know.

Fabulous.