i agree with the wise and wonderful AzulOscuro. i am So Sorry that things are being hard! i'd suggest to give yourself some Time to focus on yourself. it is good that you forgave them but perhaps it is best to try to move on. You can always try to rebuild your relationship with them later on. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @Phrysca, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!