My husband has pointed out to me that I was hypomanic when I went through a great period of organization, cleaning, exercise, showering, happiness, etc. This has all left me. I realize I set myself up with good routines, but I’m having trouble following through with anything again. It’s been a week since I showered or brushed my teeth. I feel down but not depressed. How can I get back what I had? The energy, motivation, happiness and ambition. At the time I thought all normal people felt that way. I absolutely cannot lose the progress. What can I do? I have to be honest, I’m considering street drugs to bump me up. I have been in this hole for two years and I simply can’t go backwards.