I have an appointment today. So I feel some anxiety. I'm trying to stay calm and tell myself that I can do it. I wish it was a non-event. But it's a big deal. I have to take my cat to the vet. He hates it when I pick him up. I have to get him in the carrier. I'm afraid of dealing with that. It seems like it's always traumatic. I wish vets could make house calls. At least I managed to shower yesterday. And when I get to the vet's office, I can stay in my car. I just have this sick feeling in my chest. I guess I can try more sleep.