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Originally Posted by WovenGalaxy
I am so sorry you're going through all this. I feel your pain - it comes through in your posts and you express it well and clearly. I wish I had something magical to say to take away your pain. I'm not sure I do. But you deserve better than your therapist who doesn't show up. At the same time, if you are in the grips of depression and trauma, you may be seeing things up close in a certain negative slant. It makes sense and is completely valid how you feel though. I'm so sorry for your losses. Please let me know if there is anything I can say to ease your pain. You have my support.
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Thank you for the reply, WovenGalaxy. It means so much to have my feelings validated. It's been a very difficult day and I trust will be a difficult week.
The news last night, threw me back to that week when my boy suddenly died and a few days later our landlords were trying to kick us out/rush other people in to buy the property, only to come to a settlement with people who screamed a lot, and then to get the call that my best friend had also died.
I haven't had to deal with flashbacks and triggers before. It's new and confusing and maddening on top of everything else.
I think it's 50/50 a bad situation and that negative slant you mentioned, assuming it will be worse coming up based on previous, similar situations.
Thanks again. I really appreciate it.