i think it is often hard to let go of a Friend, even if he/she appens to be a dog or some other kind of animal. It will take time but you can do this. Try to do something nice for yourself. i Hope and Pray that you will feel better soon. Please do not give up. Sending many Safe, warm hugs to BOTH you, @boomerango, your Family, your Friends and ALL of your Loved Ones! Keep fighting and keep rocking NO MATTER WHAT HAPPENS, OK?!