On Wednesday, it will be my six year anniversary since ex-T abandoned me... And I still suffer. T says that it was traumatic for me and will always be a part of me, but don't let it define me. She said I'm doing a good job healing from it because it only affects me during anniversaries and randomly throughout the year, but it no longer affects me daily.

Today I have emailed and called the Board of Psychology looking for answers as to why they determined there were no violations. And Wednesday I'm going to send ex-T a letter telling her how it still affects me. I'm not looking for a response from her. I'm not even going to include a return address. I just want her to know I'm still here and her actions still affect me.

Don't worry. Both T and L know I'm doing this. Both are supportive of my choice. They think both inquiring with the board about their decision and sending a letter to ex-T, could be really healing for me.

I do want to thank you all for your support over the years. I don't know if I would have survived without it. Least not as well. I really appreciate all of you.