I woke up in a bad mood and my mom gets really upset when I’m in a bad mood so I had to think of the line from SpongeBob where she says “put on a happy face.” And I came down the stairs with a literal smile on my face. I meant to just have a poker face. But I’m coping ok today. My kidney doctor was super nice. Which made me feel good. I’ve had 2 doctors be kinda not so nice in the last couple months. I’m kind of nervous about my 2 appointments tomorrow. They are both follow ups so it’s not like I just randomly called and asked if they had an appointment. I’ve had doctors get pissed off when I do that. One of them I did move up a month later. So I hope he’s ok. but I just really need to get some stuff taken care of that will hopefully help in the long run.