So I’m going through what a I call a Trauma loop right now unfortunately. I’m finally writing it all down from beginning to end though to hopefully help myself. However something I remember that I don’t know if it’s normal or not is, I was about 4 and my mother found me in the bath tub laying on my back, legs open with the water running over my private areas. Now I know kids do things sexual in nature, but is this something that I would have know or tried at such a young age? I don’t remember much from my childhood except certain excerpts of trauma and I’m just wondering if this was a trauma indicator at such a young age? Any input would be appreciated.