Hugs to any who want one.

Any of you feel like things you already resolved actually aren't really resolved?

I stopped getting flashbacks after some inside communication with the alter responsible (they didn't know how to ask for help in different ways) but yeah, stuff I thought was long ago resolved/processed is bubbling up.

T thinks this alter holds stuff I couldn't tolerate in my adolescence... and so while I have resolved xyz, this alter hasn't. Obviously alters or not, I think healing might be cyclical, and we circle back to stuff to process in layers?

I'm just really uncomfortable because the stuff that's coming up was really painful to work through the first time and now it's like a second round of pain that I have to endure. Ouch tbh.

Also, I was put on a new anti-psychotic -- Rexulti (brexpiprazole) -- but it gave me ridiculous dizziness and blurred vision. Called the hospital pharmacy, they said discontinue and to bring my psychiatrist appointment forward