ohh sweety, i am soooo sorry... my heart just aches for you ......
1 month from today it will be 2 yrs ago that i lost my hubby .i appreciate that we all grieve in different ways but i feel i can pretty much relate to what all you must be going thru right now because ive been through it too.
you havent forgotten anything about him ... it only seems that way right now because your mind is in overload & has temporarily surpressed a ton of things in order to let you process things in smaller bits & at a slower pace is all.
breathe in, breathe out, take each minute as it comes & know im a shout away if you need me