There was a smoking break today!!!!!!! I am so glad I stayed awake! They charged my batteries and everything!

My COPD is worse though. I was almost coughing out my vape. I don't know what I'm going to do about the vaping mail ban. I've discovered that nicotine has a wonderful effect on my cognition. It's been so long without it I forgot how essential it is. I need it every day all day. Not just twice a day.

The guy I like caught my eye as he always does but modesty made me break my gaze; he saw me half naked in my room last week. One of those things too horrible to be acknowledged. I hope my lungs improve, I can barely vape anymore. Maybe I'll have to quit vaping and just use nic gum throughout the day.