I am the youngest female out of three and four brothers. I am nothing like my sisters and the oldest one is given too much authority so her anger is what drives their actions towards me. My biggest and hardest problem is her to the point of actually wanting her dead. Luckily for me I am not a violent person, but avoiding her at all costs is detrimental. We both know that there is a huge darkness between us and I tried disowning her years ago only my mother didn't allow it. Now they just use my children against me.