I'm fed up. I have three family members who have been ignoring my messages since yesterday. I must be a worthless piece of ****. Who deserves treatment like that? What did I do that was so wrong?

And my doctor is refusing to treat me anymore because I've canceled too many appointments. I canceled cause I was afraid of Covid. It doesn't matter. I am a low-life for not going to my appointments to his precious, perfect office. I'm the scum of the earth. I just need to fade away forever.