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Originally Posted by Sometimes psychotic
It totally does. I’ve been on meds for like ten years now.....I can’t help but think they’re slowly destroying my brain and completely changed my personality but I also haven’t been totally psychotic in ten years....there have been blips but that’s it. I now accept that I need the meds and that I’ll juts always be different than I was. I’m embracing the new me even if that new me is thirty pounds heavier.
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Exactly. For me too. It changed my personality and destroyed my brain, I believe. And I’m heavier.
I’m trying to accept my weirdness, and difference in that above stuff. I’ve always been weird tho. Like really weird. Which is why I think I don’t vibe right with many people and they don’t seem to stick around.
I’ve been on meds for at least half my life. 15-17 years. Since I was 13 or about.