Thank you for the reply! I am currently seeing a therapist and psychiatrist. I actually just spoke with my therapist today about it. I asked her what she thought about autism in girls being different and if she thought that sounded like me. She basically said that she does not really have much knowledge on the subject, which is understandable. But she said it would be good to talk about it next session and/or talk about it with my psychiatrist. But I am afraid to cuz I don't want her to think I am reading too much into it and thinking I am being stupid trying to diagnose myself with something I don't have. Its the same reason why I don't want to tell my family as well.
Anyway, Thank you so much for the reply. I hope you are well also.