Today I was running errands in the city I see T and Pdoc. It use to be that being on that city and near the buildings where we meet made me feel a sense of connection to them. Today though, that did not happen. I realized that going back to in person appointments will be weird and maybe even a little unsettling.

I want to see them in person so much. T plans that it will likely be a few more months before we get back to in person sessions so there is still time.

Yesterday was 1 year since I saw her F2F.