i work for a ambulance company that takes people to these places. In my opinion there scary and i cant wait to get out. But the doctors have to send you cause your not on meds so if u were to kill yourself they would be held liable. All they care about is covering there own butts. Take a deep breath get someone u trust and care about to visit you. Bring pictures or a stuffed animal anything you can find comfort in and make the best of it! You'll be ok.