I also wonder what it will be like to be back in person again. I think next week will be a year since I've seen my T in person. I wanted to ask him today when he thought he'd see clients in person again, as he got his second dose of the vaccine a couple weeks ago. But today he was seeing me from his house, wearing a hoodie (he commented on casual Friday). And he's become so much more relaxed about things like self-disclosure since the pandemic started. So I worry that will all change once we're in person again. I also imagine he'd require masks for both of us, and that just seems weird, like I'd rather see him virtually without a mask, I think? I wonder if he'd be OK being maskless once I get vaccinated, though I don't think that would be until May or June at the earliest.

I think whether masked or not, my first in-person session, I'll be having a big panic attack because it will just be overwhelming...