Not particularly looking forward to it.

I discovered another side to T that had not been there before i.e. more closeness, T revealing more about themselves without instantly retreating inside their shell. T being much more comfortable and less guarded, really. I like this much more 'human' and relational side that online therapy brought up. For us, there is/was more intimacy online than in-person.

I don't want T to clam up and revert to their usual passive, closed-up, blank slate. That would be detrimental to my therapy in general and my emotional state in particular.