The morning is half way over now and I'm half way through cleaning my place. Felt very depressed this morning. I talked to my friend last night and he depressed me a lot, which he does so many times. So I sent him a message saying that we should cool it for a while. He's very negative and critical and hardly says anything encouraging. It's very hard to let go the only friend I have.

I'll be finishing up the cleaning and then have lunch and shop. Nothing much after that.