I’m doing good today. I’m kind of tired but that’s to be expected I guess. I slept pretty well last night. My mom got her second moderna shot today. She is tired but then aren’t we all. I may go take a long nap in a bit. I hope she doesn’t have too much of a tough time with the side effects. I took a one year after being on T picture today. My weight hasn’t changed much since I started T last March but I look a lot better. I took a picture last March and then I took one today to compare the 2. My whole body shape is different. I am now pretty narrow and I don’t really have hips anymore. My stomach is flatter. I am happy with how it’s going. I’ll be even happier once I get my chest taken care of in a month or so.

I’m kinda turned on right now but in a weird way. Like it’s actual people turning me on. I don’t know. It must be the shot I got on Saturday. This is weird but I’m kind of in the denial stage about ending things with my therapist. I for some reason think I’m still meeting with her and I am planning on what to tell her. Even though I don’t see her anymore. I don’t know. It’s a very strange feeling. Hopefully my next appointment on Thursday with the new one will help me get over things. I last saw my old T on the 23rd of February. I can’t imagine these feelings going on much longer. They can’t be this strong forever. I don’t think.