I've missed opportunities. But in actuality I've been trying to pursue music since my 20's. I auditioned for a bands, for tv shows, for whatever opportunity came my way.

Once i was selected, but i missed answering the door when Oprah sent the cameras. She called me to say i wasn't selected but i was and was wearing a breast feeding nightgown and didn't answer the door when i saw the cameras. They picked someone else. No one made it big but still it was an opportunity.

I feel like at times maybe I'll get another chance but I'm starting to realize I'm just not that good. I may have felt like i was supposed to be famous but honestly when do you just say enough is enough?

People around me see me as a musician, a struggling songwriter. I have talent but it's moderate. I just feel like it's time to throw in the towel. I missed my ship. I just lost yet another contest.